Thursday, 29 March 2007

Dragon workshop

Well I've finally finished it...whoohoo and it's in the hands of our lovey Bee to proff read it as you know how very dyslexic i am!!!

When that's done i will be letting you all know when it will be run.

Feathers

Well i finially got around to holding up 3 of my feathers, that i have collected over the weeks on my walks with BB, as Black Crow Walking spoke about doing, and asked if they had any message to pass on, this is what i got:-

1."Surrender to the love and peace of life, there is freedom in the surrender" - This one speaks for it's self.

2. "Look, look awlays look" - not really sure what this one menas but maybe we need to be aware of what is going on around us, as sometimes we can get too caught up in our own little worled / problems.

3. "Blue" - that was it....nothing else just the word blue, so i looked up the meaning of Blue on the net and this is what i got...preety good i thought!!!

Blue is calming. It can be strong and steadfast or light and friendly. Almost everyone likes some shade of the color blue.
Blue is a natural color, from the blue of the sky, blue is a universal color. The cool, calming effect of blue makes time pass more quickly and it can help you sleep. However, too much blue could dampen spirits.
In many diverse cultures blue is significant in religious beliefs, brings peace, or is believed to keep the bad spirits away.
Blue conveys importance and confidence without being somber or sinister, hence the blue power suit of the corporate world and the blue uniforms of police officers. Long considered a corporate color, blue, especially darker blue, is associated with intelligence, stability, unity, and conservatism.

Just as seeing red alludes to the strong emotions invoked by the color red, feeling blue or getting the blues represents the extremes of the calm feelings associated with blue, i.e. sadness or depression, lack of strong (violent) emotion. Dark blue is sometimes seen as staid or stodgy — old-fashioned.
In Iran, blue is the color of mourning while in the West the something blue bridal tradition represents love.

Think i will try this again tomorrow with another 3 feathers.

Jx

Wednesday, 28 March 2007

Ohh La La

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yes this one....

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all this one need is some wings...and look out Dragon Princess

Or this

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this so much fun...thanks Shann

What i'd like to look like!!!!

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Sunday, 25 March 2007

You scored as Shaman.


You are a Shamanic Empath. You are at one with nature and can speak with animal/plant life. Your powers come from the Sun & the Moon, and the elements. The weather moves with your mind and all of nature is at your beck and call. (from The Book of Storms by Jad Alexander at http://groups.yahoo.com/group/Empaths/)

Shaman 95%
Artist 80%
Healer 70%
Universal 60%
Precog 60%
Judge 55%
Traveler 50%
Fallen Angel 45%

GEM

GEM, which stands for Genuine Earth Magic, is now the name of my massage business I'm starting up at the cottage this Saturday coming (31st) and will be ever 2nd Sat until May then maybe every Monday as well, need to work around BB and Hubby's business.
Here is the price list if you didn't get to take one with you on Wed.

½ hour remedial massage $30
1 hour remedial massage $50
1 ½ hour remedial massage $75


½ hour relaxation massage $25
1 hour relaxation massage $45
1 ½ hour relaxation massage $65


½ hour Reiki treatment $30
1 hour Reiki treatment $50
1 ½ hour Reiki treatment $75

Energy Healing
½ hour $25
1 hour $45
1 ½ hour $65

please call on 0410 538 965 for an appointment

Wednesday, 21 March 2007

Visiting Dragon

Today's dragon is "Reolwe", he is a fire Draogn and is a very old and large Dragon, he is almost brown in colour as this is the colours that old fire Dragons go.

His message for today is "Never let your fears stand in the way of your learning"

On a better note

My Dad will be going in for more chemo so hopefully this should give him another 12 months say..but you can never really know....i just have to work out if i'm going to say over there for longer or come back and then go over again if something was to happen.....

Monday, 19 March 2007

Better place

just wanted to let you know that my Gran passed away yesterday, she didn't suffer went in her sleep so that's good....plus she was 91 so she has had a good life....the strange thing was i knew...i was putting BB pram in the car when i just said to myself that's Gran gone....goodbye and love you.....this makes me realsie how far away my family are.....

Tuesday, 13 March 2007

Lunch

Yah i got here 1st.....what a great lunch we had....show and tell was good...i cheated a wee bit i feel as Baby Bear is not something that i have not shown before...but not in the flesh to some...so i think I'll have that one.....oh how beautiful and so small is little Miss Ruby...she soo cute...well done Kristy and Captain for producing such a little wonder....I have to say it was awesome to hear Jane laugh like that....i think it was the first time i have heard her laugh out loud with such delight...."What kids don't believe Man landed on the Moon?!!"...I can't wait to have all sorts of stuff for show and tell that my son has made or drawn...but there i go again wishing his life away...sorry BB.....Bee what a beautiful child you were and what a beautiful women you have become........Fairy...I would love to see those cards again...only got to have a quick look at them...there had soo much energy..wonderful energies....Shann can't wait for those pictures...soo funny....and that MacBook looks awesome....Maureen congrats on being a GrandMum.....and Shell wish is could do that with chocolate bullets!!!!!and Jen your life is great remmember we are all in it!!!!

C U all tomorrow night!!!!! Black Crow Walking sounds really interesting

Friday, 9 March 2007

Dad

Well as i said in my other psot my Dad is not well, he has had a liver infection that has left his white blood cells down so that if they do not raise he will not be able to have the chemo...so it will then be a matter of months i think...he is going in ofr a scan on moday so until then it's back to waiting again...not very good at that

Update

Thursday, 8 March 2007

What next....

I've been a wee bit on the quiet side lately...I've been thinking about what is going to happen next for me....should i look for a job..but then i need to be able to go over to my family in August or sooner...(but that's a whole other story!!)..do i put all my energies into Baby Bear...do i be a stay at home mum? hmmm not sure about that one...love BB dearly but at the same time i do need me time and just the odd coffee / lunch with friends i don't think is going to cut it.....do i look at building up my own business in massage and beauty...do i need or want that responsibility...i mean i can do the work and do enjoy doing it but...working for myself...hmm scary thing....do i want to enrol in the Herbal Medicine course...that will take 6 years to complete if i did it part-time or 4 years full time and cost about $16,000...so i will be either 42 or 44 when I'm finished then its looking at getting ajob in that field or again opening up my own business...so as you can see my poor little head is now about to explode....

Of course when i win the $33 million all of this will go out the window!!!!

also it would seem that the universe is pushing me to look at myself very closely...not something that i really like or want to do...but i don't think that I've got much choice in the matter!!! as i was not going to group yesterday as i was not that well...feeling a little down and just wanted to veg at home...but something pushed me into going and again there it was in my face...."Tantra" all about loving yourself and being true to yourself...treating you as a Temple....and as i have asked myself "who am I?" and the answer so far has been What THE!!! it's not looking good!!!! Last night made me realise that i do not really look people in the eyes when talking to them...and that looking friends in the eyes is harder than looking strangers in the eyes....hmmm strange, not really....as I have always had different faces for different people...so it would seem that to look friends in the eyes is to let them see what I'm really like...that's scary...why?....as i don;t think that I'm really a bad person...just some-one who's not sure who she really is or wants to be.......

Who Am I?

I AM a....Mother

I AM a....Female (I wont say women as i feel that i have way too much male energies at present to be fully women)

I AM a....wife

I AM a....friend

I AM a....daughter

I AM a....sister

I AM ....UN-employed

I AM a....waiting

I AM a....seeking

I AM a....looking


So the big question is what next..............

Done it!

Well I've finally caught up on all the blogs...boy alot can happen in a few days of blogland!!!

What a truly beautiful little baby is Ruby....one old soul for sure!!!

And wow beautiful artwork there Arty Farty Mary......I'm sorry to hear about little Will Rahin will be putting it out there for you to get what you need to help him.....Bee as always very funny to read your blog....hope my nose doesn't grow anymore..I'll be like Pinocchio!!!...it's not such a bad thing being a "Junker" Jacqui...as long as you enjoy looking at all of that junk now and again!!! but watch out for bad Feng Shui as it's said that unwanted and clutter in the house can lead to a build up of stale energies....Loved the new pole move...but hmm look very painful indeed!!!!Great work Jen re the new blog site...will be in there for sure...may even add something.....Fairy Mary....what lovely pictures...we did have some very bad hair in the 80's....i was guilty of the perm......very bad....Loved your picture and poem Cyndy...beautiful words...next time your off to Melbourne Romy can you please take me...please, please please....yummmmmm is all i have to say!!!!...

Friday, 2 March 2007

Tears

It would seem that I'm back to lots of tears again...but this time I feel that they are there to wash my soul clean...hmm deep shit...

I have been having some more Craniosacral Therapy done and some stuff from a former relationship has come up..it would seem that I did not deal with the emotions of this at the time so am having to do this now...

not really sure if I really want to go through all that again now that I've just got myself back on an even keel!!! but it would seem that I don't have much choice.....all I ask is that it does not effect Baby Bear in anyway.....

My Dragons have told me that they are there to protect him so not to worry.....good to know.

Loved the abandance ritual / envelopes we did on Wed night...much good there.....anyone win the big one in Powerball last night?