Sunday, 23 September 2007

Dragon workshop

It finally happen...and what a great day it was too, so many Dragons came to play with us it all got very very hot and crowded in there.

Shann and Jonathon both got Dragon Names, Jane got a Dragon Tear that she is not yet sure she is going to except as her Dragon is yet to reveal what the price for this tear is...as there is always one, and Daya found her Guardian Dragon....phew...lots happen!

We tried to find a better name for the "Dragon Energy Wand" as "wand" did not really fit...and tried and finally worked out what the middle part of Shann's Dragon name meant....

Some of the Dragons today were very insistent, and had to be asked a couple of times to step back and wait...we were trying to go through the notes and both Shann and I kept getting light headed...and Jonathon was being prodded in the back at one stage for him to get what his Dragon was trying to tell him!!!

Very strong energies in the Cottage today for sure....

Everyone loved the meditation that we did and I can thank the Dragons for that one...think i might printout some more of the Dragon packs and bring them to the cottage and see if anyone would like one...cheap at only $5.....

I loved do the workshop and will be holding another one if anyone is interested....watch this space or blog!!!!!

Thursday, 20 September 2007

What is Facebook? please tell

Dog don't use the doghouse..BB does!!!

How Cute....



Oh Dear

Why do some people do the things they do?

I don't think that anyone can really answer that. We can never assume to know what goes on in someone else mind, what their emotions are, we can only offer the hand of friendship if they wish to take it that is up to them. We should also remember to be true to ourselves, not to let someone else promlbes/issues make us feel sorry for them in a way that upsets our own truth. to be mad at what someone has done or the place that they have put you in is fine when it comes from love not hurt.

Wednesday, 19 September 2007

Saturday, 15 September 2007

Phew

Well i've just caught up on the blogs and left comments...hmm now am going to bed...

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What to say

As one Mary Elf said "if your life cracks we want to hear about it"....so here goes..

It's been 2 months since my father died and it's not getting any easier to deal with...I have good days and bad days...I just hope that someday the good out weigh the bad....don't get me wrong I'm not, not happy but something seems to remind me each day that Dad is not here with me anymore....I know that he was not here in Oz but i could always call and speak with him...I went to Art class the other day for the first time in a while and thought on the way home that i would tell Dad that i had finish my first piece of artwork in a long while.....only to realise that...hmmm not here anymore.....

Yes i know that you will all come back with "he is still with you in spirit" and "he knows"..but I don't want him in spirit I want him on the other end of the phone..telling me to look after BB as he is "a chip off the old block".....and to ask again several time in our conversations "so what's the weather like out there?" it must be a British thing to be so obsessed with the bloody weather....hmm that's probably coz it's so damn wet and cold over there!!!

I miss my Mum and my sisters almost everyday and part of me wants to be over there with them...just to have some-one who knew my Dad and could do the "do you remember when..." and "I wonder if he ever knew that..."

I want my Mum and sisters to come to the park with Archie and i, and to the beach on warm days... to have them watch him grow up...i want to watch their kids, my nieces and nephew's grow up too...why is it so far...and such a long way.....

But enough...enough..enough...I love Oz that's why i moved over here...my choice...my decision to come over here..that was when i was so very self sufficient..that i didn't need my family...so what difference did it make if they were in the UK and i was in OZ....i can cope on my own...always have always will....wrong...

I am truly grateful for my many (yes i do have many) friends that i have made here in Oz, i would never have made it this far without you all....you all bring so many gifts into my life that i am a richer person for them. I am a better person from my association with you....

Thank you all from the bottom of my heart. xxxxxx

Now i'm off before i start off again...

love to you all

Jx

Saturday, 8 September 2007

Fathers Day


Well our fathers day was somewhat quiet due to me trying to see what would happen when boiling hot water is poured over one's hand...hmm well it F#$@@%$ hurts that is what happens...

So we only went to the park and hung out there for a while..then home again....

very slack




well how slack am i...i wrote on the 30th Aug about the Dragon Workshop...which only 1 person so far has said they're coming!!! but never wrote about my BB 1st Birthday....hmmm very slack ass mother am I....

Yes on the 30th my little BB turned the big 1....so is now a toddler and not a baby anmore...siff...sigh...one milestone over with...never thought that this day would come...did feel that BB would have been sold on EBay long before now....but me thinks i'll keep him for a wee while longer!!!

Also very slack in the photo department too...have great video but no picture on my phone of the big day...again slack mum me be.....

but i do have some great picture of BB giving Pixie a great half nelson with a shoulder drop....check it out!!!! maybe a little wrestler on my hands!!!!