Wednesday, 16 July 2008

Guess what?

my homework for the YAAD lesion is almost finished...just got the invocations to do and that's it!!!

Do i get the "Dianna" award...do i, do i...

Wednesday, 9 July 2008

Excited

I'm very Big Kev'd at the moment...a very wise witch told me that i should be compiling a book of all my symbols that i have done...at first i was not sure but yesterday i found a visual art diary with black pages...wow it's awesome and so right for silver symbols...so last night i got started on it and it's looking great even if i say so myself...

I may have to get a look at so of the symbols that I've already done for some of you as i have never keep a copy once I've given them to you...so hopefully you have!!!

I've even got a name for this now...just wondering if i need to register it or something like that? can anyone tell me? can i just use this name and not register it? what if someone else is already using it? hmm lots of questions anyone got the answers?

love one very excited witchy

Tuesday, 8 July 2008

Boy jobs

Now as if we as females don't do enough now we are expected to do Boy jobs as well....

I'm all for equal rights between he sexes by how come Men thing that means they can sit back on their hair asses and do sweet FA?

I think that looking after your child, cleaning the house, cooking, washing clothes, doing the shopping and of course working part-time is all in a days work for me and most women, so why then just because HE had to empty the bins again!!! he saw fit to get up me about this!!!!!

Well i think that after i did point out n a very nice way of course that i do do the above most day / weeks that having to empty the bins is an OK job really, along with washing the car and cleaning kitty litter trays...

Now i don't know about you ladies but sometimes they are the absolute limit...


so please feel free to let me know your thought on said "Boy Jobs" and whether they exist at all!

Sunday, 6 July 2008

Just a kiss

why is it that a kiss on a TV show can get you to asking " Have i ever had that kind of passion" you know the kind....sure you do...do you?

When you look across a room and meet some-ones eyes then bamm it's like a electric shock runs through your body and you can't not look away...then you seem to gravitate towards one another like two magnets until "click" soul connection...

Hmm

Such thoughts

I've just finished watching an Australian drama on ABC called Valentine's Day. Now i loved it, really really loved it..

Although it was a very predicable plot....man is lost not sure who or what he is...comes to small town, gets towns ALF team to play as a team etc...there was a moment at the end when star (Rhys Muldoon) tells the said footie team that he is not in fact a AFL player but is just a no-body.....one of the players said that as his name was Ben Valentine he hadn't lied to him so that was good enough for him...it was like

Well it was like knowing that no matter who or what you are if you are true to yourself you can in fact be whoever you damn well like....

Plus man gets women at the end of show to...so all good really

Sunday, 29 June 2008

Nature


What an amazing thing it is...Nature...went to the harbour yesterday and saw Whales and Seals...off Nobby's...hmm never seen seals up that close before they are really very big creatures and so graceful in the water. Out of the water of course they are clumsy and awkward, it kind of reminds me of how we feel when we are out of our comfort zone, but these seals have to do this everytime they need to mate to ensure the survival of their species and then their young have to brave the high waves and all the predators just to start their own journey...

Hmm so what does that say about us...when we complain and go on about something being out of our comfort zone at least your not going to get eaten....

On a completely different note..YAAD homework done...all questions answered as best i can...wonder what will be made of some of them for sure....will wait and see

Am grateful to YAAD for making me think once again...but sometimes thinking is hard when all you wish to do is just go on as you always have coz that's soooo much easier...oh well it's all good fun

Thursday, 26 June 2008

Cos I can



Thoughts

As some of you may have been aware I’ve been in a strange place lately, is seems to me that I’m here only in body and my spirit has done a runner...not really sure why, but I’m still very sad and am crying at the drop of a hat....

Miss Dad so much sometimes...

I hate it when someone gives you their good news that you are happy about but also sad and disappointed about to...

Why is that I wonder?

YAAD is making me think all sorts of weird things...one of which is “am I really a Witch” and “do I really what to be a known as a Witch”...it's not that I’m ashamed to be a witch just that it’s the spiritual side of things that I’m interested in rather than the spells, BOS, candles etc and I’m not really sure where to go from here…do I carry on as normal and see where YAAD takes me or look elsewhere?

No I’m going to continue for the moment as I really what to understand all that YAAD has to offer so that I can translate this for my books, of which I still have researching to do …book one is almost finished but needs some finessing.

I am also seeing spirit more these days, and it would seem my camera is picking up in them as well as you maybe able to see in the photo I took of our wonderful year anniversary painting that was do last night. If you look at the bottom of the picture you will see some white fingers...these were not on the painitng :-)


Wednesday, 11 June 2008

Oh what i night

I just had to blog asap...what i night i've had

We had a tour of The Lock-Up, Newcastle's old police station and oh my god..there are lots and lots and lots of spirits in that place....of which i've got some of camera...one of which was holding onto our Rahin..WOW i just hope you can see them.





Sunday, 8 June 2008

Sad days

Tomorrow is the first anniversary of my Dads passing...it seems like it was only yesterday and now the sad news that our lovely Kylie has also lost her dear dad last week it just makes it all too real again.

Now yet again i am missing my family so very much and wonder if going back to England is the go...but on the other hand i love this country and all my Friends here too much to leave...




Wednesday, 21 May 2008

Any self-respecting woman must try these

What must you try i hear you ask or not....Tin-tams Crush Honeycomb...yummy yummy...my MIL got me onto these but she is right when she says that there is not enough of them in a packet

they go so very fast

one minute you look and there before you is a lovely full packet just waiting for you to start and blam

then they're all gone

Sniff, cry, sniff oh well will just have to open one of the other 12 packets I've brought

Rolling, rolling, rolling hehehehe

Well what else could you eat while embarking on your first ever YAAD assignment?

Nothing

oh well perhaps tin-tams with a good glass of Chardonnay...of which i need a refill oh dear...

OK back glass re-filled and ready to go...hmmm i wonder will my YAAD teachers read this..hmm maybe i should take out the glass of Chardonnay part wouldn't want them to know that they have driven me to drink already LOL

I'd better get back to my assignment and stop stalling..plus I'm running out of Tin-tams...

Tragic for sure

Friday, 16 May 2008

Funny how others view us here in Australia

Q: Does it ever get windy in Australia ? I have never seen it rain on TV,
how do the plants grow? ( UK ).

A: We import all plants fully grown and then just sit around watching them
die.

Q: Will I be able to see kangaroos in the street? ( USA )

A: Depends how much you've been drinking.

Q: I want to walk from Perth to Sydney - can I follow the railroad tracks?
( Sweden )

A: Sure, it's only three thousand miles, take lots of water.

Q: Can I bring cutlery into Australia ? ( UK )

A: Why? Just use your fingers like we do.

Q: Are there supermarkets in Sydney and is milk available all year round?
( Germany )

A: No, we are a peaceful civilization of vegan hunter/gatherers.
Milk is illegal.

Q: I have a question about a famous animal in Australia , but I forget its
name. It's a kind of bear and lives in trees. ( USA )

A: It's called a Drop Bear. They are so called because they drop out of
Gum trees and eat the brains of anyone walking underneath them.
You can scare them off by spraying yourself with human urine before you go
out walking.

Q: Do you celebrate Christmas in Australia ? ( France )

A: Only at Christmas

Q: Will I be able to speak English most places I go? ( USA )

A: Yes, but you'll have to learn it first

Monday, 12 May 2008

Happy Mother's Day

Yes i know it was yesterday but was too tired to blog yesterday....my what a wonderful day i had...breakfast in bed...lots of pressies...a walk along Warner's Bay then great coffee and fish & chips for lunch...dinner cooked for me and then bed....hmmm lovely

What is all the more amazing is that I am a Mother...for some un-known reason each time Mother's day comes around i look at my son and think wow your my son...and I'm your mum...god how i love to say that....and that is a big turn up for the books for sure.

On a sadder note...some families may not have had such a good mother's day with a very bad car crash at Warner's Bay and another one at morriset...my thoughts go out to all those involved.

Monday, 5 May 2008

No rest of the wicked

Well the commitment ceremony was truly awesome...but unlike most i did not get much sleep that night...little Bear was up @ 10:30, 12:30, 3:30 and 5:45 hmm now having got his cold/flu i know what he has been going through poor little mite.

He's all better now...now I've got the flu...oh well better now than later in the year is what i say....get it over and done with..

Cant wait to start YAAD...and yes will be practicing "love and tolerance" :-)

Wednesday, 30 April 2008

Who can I tag? you're all done...oh well next time I'll get in first rather than really, really late :-)

What the hell with the tag!?

Ok, ok...i'll buy in to this..

8 things you don't know about me

1 - I hate my name so much at school i made everyone call me Madeline...then my sister went and called her daugher this!

2 - I have 3 birth marks and my two sister have none

3 - I have had 15 jobs since I turned 14...hmmmm

4 - I have only had 2 really close friends before I found The Cottage

5 - I used to steal heaps of things...till I had to tell my Dad

6 - I now realise how much I love and miss my Mum and my Sisters

7 - I now know how wonderful my Hubby really is

8 - I love my life now as it is

Sunday, 20 April 2008

Anyone want to buy an old ute

We have an old ute going cheap...cheap...cheap only $2,300 ono, has rego till Sept 08 plus new tyres, brake and full service


Thursday, 10 April 2008

Thursday, 3 April 2008

Spooky

Well what a night..we all took a trip to Sandgate Cematry...and i did and i didn't really want to go...

and well i did see something or someone..sitting on a grave facing away from us...looked like a young girl...and i was also very over come with emoition that all the graves that i seem to be drawn too were of babies...had a few tears in the cematry that night.

Wednesday, 2 April 2008

No Fluffy

Oh dear..and i so wanted to have Fluffy as my new magikal name!!!

Saturday, 22 March 2008

Dragon Oracle Cards

I have been told to get moving on these cards as more message are on their way. So far i have over 200 but some are just for me...or maybe not.

I am hoping to have a deck of 22 cards not sure why 22 it's just a number that keeps coming up whenever it think of my Dragon Oracle Cards, so I'm not sure what to do with all the other messages....i do have to meditate on the message themselves so that i can explain them more fully in a booklet that i want to go with the cards....hmm when will i get time to do that one i wonder...it will make time

Dragon Message

I got a message last night from "Eveioa" who is a dual element Dragon she is a Earth / Air Dragon and she comes from Norway.

Her message was "Never let that which is unseen become unheard"

Make of that what you will as it still baffles me

Jewell

Definition of bliss

Mine is..

Lying in a bubble bath with candles whilst eating chocolate, whilst Hubby watches Footie....used to have a glass of champagne plus the chocolates but as I'm not drinking at present (been 5 wks) chocolate will just have to do....

One thing that I've never done until last night that is...is a full moon ritual in the bath...yes in the bath...i wanted to do something for full moon but as it was a bit on the wet side...thought why not get really wet and have a bath...i must say it was very powerful...lots of feminine energy..I had a very interesting conversation with a couple of Fairies....i was trying to explain the hair..and why I'd done it...plus explain what Cancer was...they did say that they feel that Cancer is a dis-ease from within...and we need to stop looking outward to stop it. Interesting you see.

My Dragons also got in on the act re my hair too....I've been given a new nickname by them...oh so nice of them for sure....it's "Rennima" which what they call a Dragon that hatches without the leathery skin...hmm thanks guy's. They also had some words of wisdom for me re Bear..."Nurture the gentle soul so as to temper to steel within"

Also one for me...a big one to..."Talk less - Listen more" easy to say...hehehe....harder to do...but will be trying my best.

Friday, 21 March 2008

Phobias!

Would you Adam and eve it...there is a phobia for just about anything.... including

Witches and Witchcraft- Wiccaphobia..well we're not that bad...are we?
Alcohol- Methyphobia or Potophobia...hmm could be a useful one to have
Beautiful women- Caligynephobia...now that's why people keep running away from me!
Books- Bibliophobia..What the hell do they think a books going to do to them...educate them?
Cooking- Mageirocophobia...think all men suffer from this one
Ghosts or specters- Spectrophobia...not a good one to have if your a medium!!!
Hospitals- Nosocomephobia...can understand this one
France or French culture- Francophobia, Gallophobia or Galiphobia...hmm what can you say to that?
Japanese or Japanese culture- Japanophobia..or this one...some very strange people out there
Names- Nomatophobia...could be very hard if trying to name one's child
Otters- Lutraphobia...what's wrong with otters i wonder...i love them myself
Moon- Selenophobia...now that's just not cricket
Myths or stories or false statements- Mythophobia...boring
Penis, erect- Medorthophobia.
Penis, esp erect- Phallophobia.
Penis, erect: seeing, thinking about or having- Ithyphallophobia...well what can you say LOL
Pleasure, feeling- Hedonophobia....hmm wonder if you can have both of these phobias together?
School, going to school- Didaskaleinophobia...oh dear now there's a name for it!!!
Sitting down- Kathisophobia..could get hard on your back...but then if you had Ithyphallophobia and Hedonophobia you'd be ok...you would never have to be on your back!!!!
Teenagers- Ephebiphobia...well some are scary
Ventriloquist's dummy- Automatonophobia...cant think why...think it would be good taste to have this one...i mean who likes Ventriloquist's dummy anyway?
Words, long- Hippopotomonstrosesquippedaliophobia or Sesquipedalophobia..oh this is so mine...i mean i can't even say this one....
Yellow color- Xanthophobia...mad it's a great colour


and there is no phobia's starting with Z....lets see

Zoo's - Zooalotofanimalsincagesphobia
Zebra - whatswiththestipesphobia
Zero - toomuchlikemybankbalancephobia

check this website for lots, and lots more

http://www.phobialist.com/reverse.html#A-

Thursday, 20 March 2008

Happy Easter One & All

Thank you

I just wanted to say a very big thank you to all that supported the World's Greatest Shave...we as a wee little cottage raised wait for it...................

$2362.95......woo hoo

So me looking like this was not in vain....even though am thinking that i will be keeping it like this now as it's so easy to manage....but winter is not yet upon us so will wait to see



Saturday, 15 March 2008

So much that now sticks to my head!

10 things that i can now get to stick to my head...

1 - My towel every morning
2 - Dog hairs..lots of it!
3 - Cat hairs....even more of it!!!
4 - Tissues...don't go there
5 - Nappies...again please don't go there!
6 - My T-Shirts...cant get it off my head!!!
7 - Baby Bear's dinner tonight
8 - Bear's fuffly toys
9 - Bear!!!
10 - Pillow

Wonder what else....any ideas

Something I read on the ABC news page...so true

No wonder so many Australians are depressed, anxious and chronically unwell. It seems to me that by and large we are a very ungrateful lot and we whinge and whine so much that it makes us sick.

When we are not complaining about something, we are gossiping shamelessly about Britney Spears' latest tragedy, our best friend's failing marriage or about who is having sex with whom.

Just read the papers, watch the current affairs shows, and listen to the talk at work. Notice how it makes you feel inside? It is addictive behaviour, it is destructive and it is nasty.

We are in the habit of complaining about what is wrong with everything - including ourselves - without making changes in ourselves or offering open hearted, enlightened suggestions for changes in our systems.

We blame, envy and complain. We hate the Government, we are angry with our parents, we resent paying our taxes, we hate the corporations, our employers just want to rip us off, we envy those who have too much and we despise those who have too little.

Many are addicted to alcohol, to drugs - legal and illegal. Others shop - hoping to find the meaning of life in the next pair of designer jeans.

In my work as a counsellor with people suffering 'depression', I have found people are obsessed with illness, searching the internet to make sense of their physical symptoms, terrified they might discover they have a brain tumour, heart disease or cancer.

And in many cases, the answer is not a label like 'manic depression' accompanied with mind numbing medication.

It is simply learning to take time out, breathe and live in the 'present'. Being grateful for what you have and learning to live without whingeing, blaming or complaining. Ignoring all the negative thoughts around us.


All you need is love

In Australia where we have so much and contrary to what we have been led to believe, money, possessions, academic qualifications, drinking, drugging, cosmetic surgery and the fantasy of eternal youth do not make people happy or well - at least not in any deep and lasting sense. Sure, we may be temporarily elated if we win the lottery but will that money buy us what we are really seeking? What are we really seeking?

The answer is love. Humans seek to love and to be loved. That is it - honest to God. We just want to be loved in all our less than perfect humanness, warts and all.

Having all the possessions one desires will not make them lovable. It may inspire envy but will not inspire love.

The only way for us to find happiness is to become decent and lovable people. Decent and lovable people do not talk badly about others behind their backs; they respect other people's privacy and do not need to find out all the details of the latest divorce or office gossip.

They are grateful and generous with their time and money without expecting notoriety. They recognise that they are just ordinary, flawed human beings and therefore they do their very best not to judge others.

Through their pain and suffering, through letting go of their old destructive and self seeking approach to life, they have learned to change their priorities, their attitudes and their behaviours. They regularly make mistakes, drop the ball, pick it up again and try to do better next time.

For God's sake Australia - we have the potential to be wonderful, loving people with so much to offer our sad, sick and ailing population. Let us strive to be grateful, lovable and useful instead of aiming to be rich, pretty, politically correct and possessive.

Everything else will take care of itself.



Fiona Best is a counsellor and physiotherapist in Brisbane, and author of Poor Me No More.

Thursday, 13 March 2008

The fur flew last night!!!


Well it's done...all hair off and now both Lucky,Heidi and myself are somewhat lighter and in Luckly's case some what shorter too....

It was a great day...lots of people came and we think we have raised about $1000 dollars but not all monies are in and our tins still need to be counted...so what this space for more updates....

And well I'll let the photo's speak for themselves.....





Sunday, 9 March 2008

One very cool dude

or maybe a wee bit less cool with teddy there


So cute



Sticker Boy

Why have one sticker when you can have the whole packet!!!




Saturday, 8 March 2008

hope these blogs will now do for another few weeks...only kidding

What no milk!!!!

Fun was had by all that came...and we were all very happy to share in your special day...but come on...a pub/restaurant that runs out of milk...really...it's just not on..thank the Goddess for our "Cottage" and we wont mention certain "Lucky" that said once asked about coffee and cake.."i bet by the time you all order they would have ran out of something" hmm run out of something they did.... what other bets have you got up your sleeve Lucky...powerball numbers?

some other lovely ladies were also there on the night but as i have not asked them i have not put their lovely faces on the blog....maybe next time








A truly awasome tool

Well I’ll try to post this blog again..but if I lose it again...that's all folks...

Now whilst Lucky and I were whiling away the minutes at Wallsend Plaza the other day, she happen to mention Google Earth to me...and this got me thinking, could i actually look at my families….could I ever…so I wanted to say a real big thank to you Lucky for the information as now it makes me feel that little bit closer to them…I know that pictures taken are some what old but that’s ok..and it’s strange in someway to think the picture take of my Mum’s house could have been taken whilst I was still living there…hmm very small world we live in these days

Tuesday, 26 February 2008

Reiki Treatment

I did my first apying Reiki Treatment at the salon yesterday. it went really well, there was lots of energy flowing in the room, and this lady said that she had been meditating and the word "Reiki" kept coming up for her, then she came passed our sign in the street and then when she came into the salon and saw the World's Greatest shave tin on the counter and was told that it was me the "Reiki lady" who was shaving her hair she knew she was in the right place...as she had shaved her hair a couple of years back....phew...

Now i have two more Reiki bookings...awesome i say

Friday, 22 February 2008

More Money

Well it's going slowly this fund raising business...so far i've got $110 dollars plus what ever is in the little tin at daycare and work..so plese help me/us raise more...as much as we can

Saturday, 16 February 2008

Birthday pic's



Cheap nails

Hey all you fellow mary's, do you wish to get some beautiful nails for Easter?...if yes then i need some models to get my skills back up and running....cheap nails at 1/2 price...full set only $25..infill $20..please come and see me on monday or Tues this offer will only last for the next 2 weeks......

Monday, 11 February 2008

first day of work (again!)

Well today was my first day of work again, i'm trying once again to get back into the work force.

This time i'm dipping my toe in rather than going in head first....and so far so very good, love the place i'm working at, love the people there and love the job it's self....wonder why i was reluctant to do beauty work again...hmm oh well never mind all good now..

On a sadder note...ao you all know Fairy farewelled Razor today...so sending you lots of love little fairy, i know how hard that was for you to do...blessings and may you always know that Razor will be with you in spirit.

Friday, 8 February 2008




What Archie Means



You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.

You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.

You have the classic "Type A" personality.



You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something.

You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense.

You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.



You are very open. You communicate well, and you connect with other people easily.

You are a naturally creative person. Ideas just flow from your mind.

A true chameleon, you are many things at different points in your life. You are very adaptable.



You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.

Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.

Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.



You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.

You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.

You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.



You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.

You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.

At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

even more interesting..and somewhat the same




What Jewell Means



You are fair, honest, and logical. You are a natural leader, and people respect you.

You never give up, and you will succeed... even if it takes you a hundred tries.

You are rational enough to see every part of a problem. You are great at giving other people advice.



You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.

You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.

At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.



You are very charming... dangerously so. You have the potential to break a lot of hearts.

You know how what you want, how to get it, and that you will get it.

You have the power to rule the world. Let's hope you're a benevolent dictator!







You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.

You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.

Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.

Hmm interesting

What Helen Means

You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.
Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.
Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.
You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.
At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.
You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.
Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.



You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

Wednesday, 6 February 2008

I've got a Job

Yes i'm trying again..i've got a job and i start on Monday...and this time here are all the details hehehe

It's in a beauty salon called Beaute..in the junction..so you all must come see me...and get treatments done etc....plus re-book!!! I will be offering Reiki there as there is no-one in the Junction that does this and it's also something that none of the other girls can do!!! so that makes me so very special..as you all know already!!!

It's only 2 days aweek and one saturday a month...much better hours/days etc for me and Bear.

Thursday, 31 January 2008

Money, Money, Money

I'm off and running...I've got $45 so far in just two days....Wait til i really get serious. I even hit the guy up the newsagents this morning and got $10 off him....hmm well done says me!!!!

It's great that all the girls...and guys from The Cottage are getting behind this...it will be a great night..lots of fun and laughter, so if you're wanting to join in and no you don't have to shave your hair off..colouring is fine then please let me or the Cottage girls know. The D'Day or maybe it should be the "H" day is the 12th March so please being along some dosh and any hair colour you can and join in the fun and games.

On a completely different note..last night was awesome...we so rock when it comes to Drumming.....go, go, go..and wow the howl was hmmm hair raising Hahahahahah

Tuesday, 29 January 2008

World's Greastest Shave

It's now offical...I'm part of the WGS, I will be shving off all my hair...yes that's right all of it...going bald as a bager...looking like a tennis ball...

And i need your dosh...lots of it...my target is $2000, if i go over i'll still shave...so you can donate lots of ways...you can give the cash...send me a chq...or doante online...to donate online just go to www.worldsgreatestshave.com then click on the donate (which is large in your face area) then click on donate to a participant (which is your truely) then step one..click the first circle whcih reads "I am sponsoring someone who’s shaving or colouring" then put in my name (Helen King, state is NSW) and away you going all ready to donate lots of lovely cash!!!!

Will put a before pic on soon as i get my lovely phone back!!!!

Saturday, 26 January 2008

now not working!

Not working now...wish I'd make up my own mind!!! thing Hubby wishes that too LOL

I found that full-time work is way too hard on me, Bear and Hubby.....i didn't like Bear being away from me for that long...and yes it was only a week but my gut was telling me that it was not right for me...and so was my body...i developed a bad cough as soon as i walked into the building...and it is like working in a dungeon...no natural light and the ceilings are that low i can just touch them when i stand on my tip toes....

So as i was only employed as a casual told them on Thur that i wasn't interested in coming back next week...but then on Fri they offered me 3 days a week...so I'm thinking about that...but still don't like the fact you cant see out at all...plus your taking calls all day from people who are sick or relatives of sick people...plus it's so scripted you cant have a personalty at all...no it's not me.

Went and tried out at a beauty place today...just to do Mon / Tues and one sat a month..so will see if that pans out...coz it would be better hours etc...plus I'd still get to spend time with my son....and i don't think that i was that happy about other people having more influence on him than me...

A big thanks to the ladies at Wicca on Wed who listen to me going on about and to all the great advise that they gave me to..some of it really hit home...pity i don't listen first then act hm as my Hubby said the other day..just like my Father cant be told

Monday, 21 January 2008

Sorry should have written more!!!

Just read my last post and yes very lacking in any kind of details...hmm sorry....

Ok I'm starting full-time work tomorrow...it's ok just breathe

The company is Hunter Area Health, so i will be taking calls from the public wishing to make appointments for scans, X-rays etc. Hours are between 7:30am and 7pm so not too late a finish. Think I'm doing 9-5 this week as in training!!!

As some of your comments say...I'm panicking just a wee bit...only coz of the getting Bear and i ready in the mornings and out the door...but hey it's all good after a week I'll have it all under control and it will feel like I've never done anything else :-) if i keep saying this to myself it will happen right?

BTW...when do you think would be a good time to tell my fellow workers I'm a witch!! only kidding..will keep that under my little pointed hat...or in the broom closest for now LOL

Bear seems to be changing his routine to help as he woke up at 6:20 this morning instead of 7-7:30 as per the last 2 weeks.....isn't he great...knows what i need..love him heaps..now i just have to cope with him not being there all the time and I'll be fine!!!

Sunday, 20 January 2008

I've got a job...OMG

OMG i've got a job!!!! and i start on Tuesday...OMG now i have to get organised

Sore head

I had a great birthday yesterday....went to the races and drank lots...bet lots...and didn't eat enough!!!! so i have a very sore head today....got in at 12 midnight...didn't want to turn into a pumpkin LOL

Hopefully will get some pictures on the blog soon, although the state of me pictures maynot be such a good thing!!!!

Bear was a Grandma's for the night...thought that i would not have any issues with this but when we got home i didn't like not having my son there in the house...it really was not a good feeling...missed him very much and i know it was the very first time that Bear has slept over so it might be better next time but i don't think I'll be doing it again soon.

Sunday, 13 January 2008

Interviews

I have 2 interviews to attend tomorrow....one is two and half hours long!!! so lets hope that one is the one for me!!!!

Wish me luck

Wednesday, 9 January 2008

Healing Needed

Can i please ask that you send as much healing energies as you can to a friend of mines daughter. She is very, very ill at the moment in Brisbane hospital with Crhone Disease has lost 13kgs in nine weeks and has had to under go 4 blood transfusions.

This Friend of mine is also an old Cottage girl so some of you will know her. I didn't want to put her name on this blog but her daughter really needs our help as does she to get through this.

Tuesday, 8 January 2008

listen to them without the sound as they are all too close together

Bear

More pic's of Dad

Memorial to Dad

Odd things you hear

Did you know that an average women has 17 square feet of skin. When a women is in her ninth month of pregnancy she has 18.5 square feet of skin!!!

Plus it's illegal in France to kiss anyone on a train!!!

WTF

Thursday, 3 January 2008

Weird Dreams

I had a dream or should I say 2 very weird dreams…not like Martin Luther King…but weird ones all the same

The first one was my dreaming about the show “the ghost whisper” (that I started to watch on a Thursday night when hubby was at the pub) in my dream I was in the show but it wasn’t a show anymore but real life and I was watching it all happen in front of me…I was waiting for the show to be over as I was looking forward to really finding out what happen to all these Spirits…I was very very excited about this and then all of a sudden it was like I was wake but still dreaming…(conscious awareness I think it’s called) and my bedroom was full of people and so much energy that I couldn’t breathe and felt like I was suffocating. I remember yelling out “NO GET BACK” (and hubby said I woke him up doing it!) and I called on my Gran & Grandfather to help filter the energy that was flowing into the room.

Once the energy was down to just one of two people it was easier for me to breathe. I don’t think that spirit can understand limits that well once they have crossed hence why when I wished to find out more…bang there they all were…as the saying goes be careful what you wish for.

They weren’t trying to be malicious or evil in anyway just too much too soon and all at once.

Unlike my next dream that was Evil with a capital E..

Now I’m not really one to go into the old good and evil stuff but this could be called nothing else and I have had similar dreams in the past which were of the same nature. So wise lady once told me that these dreams come when I am on a crossroads on my spiritual path and it’s the dark ones trying to get me to come over to their side before I become to strong for them.

In this dream I was sitting in a old church with about 6 or 7 other people and I got the feeling that we were a part of a resistant group that were trying to fight a big Evil. I was looking up at the stained glass window when all of a sudden it started to change, the beautiful faces and pictures were running together and forming a very horrid picture….I put my hand up to the window and said “No be-gone, you are not welcome here” I had to focus really hard on this and push with a lot energy but finely it went.

Now sitting next to me all this time as my soulmate, now this soulmate did not have a face, he was male…but not some-one I know in this life (this much I do know) I turned to my soulmate and said “yes” in a very triumphant way..then we went back to discussing ways to fight.

Then my soulmate and I were walking down this very dark, tree lined road and I can remember thinking that this road is very familiar to me, but I cant yet work out way from…..will have to think on this some more. I turned to my soulmate and said “the only way to get to us is through us, how can we stop this happening”

Then it was like I was looking at us from the outside looking in and when I looked at us we were both Rats!!! What the??!

He then turned to look at me and told me that it would be a problem as he was going away where they could not find him. I felt such sadness that I started to cry and woke up with tears on my face…..

Now if anyone can help me interpret these dreams or any part of them i would appericate that

Wednesday, 2 January 2008

Birthday

Come and help Helen celebrate her
birthday...or just watch her get sloshed! at the races
Saturday 19th January
Newcastle Races, Broadmeadow
12:30pm

Partners can come join in
the fun after for dinner
in Beaumont Street, 6pm
RVSP 0410 538 965

Tuesday, 1 January 2008

Best year ever

I have deiced that this year will be one of my best ever..

Why you might ask..or not...whatever....

Well I have managed to write a gratitude diary for the last 2 months which for me is something to be very proud of and i have noticed that this has started to change the way i feel about things....i am taking time to be in the moment and just enjoy the little things in life....like...hmm lets see..

Coffee
Smiles
Laughter
Sunshine
Rain
Kind words
I love you
Coffee
Good food
H2O
Friends
Family
Coffee
Art
Words
Having Fun
Just being
and have i mentioned coffee....

hmm so need to cut down soon...or I'll start looking like a Latte, extra shot....

I will be trying my best to live by the 4 agreements and will see where this wonderful year takes me...

HAPPY 2008 everyone :-)