Sunday, 29 June 2008


What an amazing thing it is...Nature...went to the harbour yesterday and saw Whales and Nobby's...hmm never seen seals up that close before they are really very big creatures and so graceful in the water. Out of the water of course they are clumsy and awkward, it kind of reminds me of how we feel when we are out of our comfort zone, but these seals have to do this everytime they need to mate to ensure the survival of their species and then their young have to brave the high waves and all the predators just to start their own journey...

Hmm so what does that say about us...when we complain and go on about something being out of our comfort zone at least your not going to get eaten....

On a completely different note..YAAD homework done...all questions answered as best i can...wonder what will be made of some of them for sure....will wait and see

Am grateful to YAAD for making me think once again...but sometimes thinking is hard when all you wish to do is just go on as you always have coz that's soooo much easier...oh well it's all good fun

Thursday, 26 June 2008

Cos I can


As some of you may have been aware I’ve been in a strange place lately, is seems to me that I’m here only in body and my spirit has done a runner...not really sure why, but I’m still very sad and am crying at the drop of a hat....

Miss Dad so much sometimes...

I hate it when someone gives you their good news that you are happy about but also sad and disappointed about to...

Why is that I wonder?

YAAD is making me think all sorts of weird of which is “am I really a Witch” and “do I really what to be a known as a Witch”'s not that I’m ashamed to be a witch just that it’s the spiritual side of things that I’m interested in rather than the spells, BOS, candles etc and I’m not really sure where to go from here…do I carry on as normal and see where YAAD takes me or look elsewhere?

No I’m going to continue for the moment as I really what to understand all that YAAD has to offer so that I can translate this for my books, of which I still have researching to do …book one is almost finished but needs some finessing.

I am also seeing spirit more these days, and it would seem my camera is picking up in them as well as you maybe able to see in the photo I took of our wonderful year anniversary painting that was do last night. If you look at the bottom of the picture you will see some white fingers...these were not on the painitng :-)

Wednesday, 11 June 2008

Oh what i night

I just had to blog asap...what i night i've had

We had a tour of The Lock-Up, Newcastle's old police station and oh my god..there are lots and lots and lots of spirits in that place....of which i've got some of of which was holding onto our Rahin..WOW i just hope you can see them.

Sunday, 8 June 2008

Sad days

Tomorrow is the first anniversary of my Dads seems like it was only yesterday and now the sad news that our lovely Kylie has also lost her dear dad last week it just makes it all too real again.

Now yet again i am missing my family so very much and wonder if going back to England is the go...but on the other hand i love this country and all my Friends here too much to leave...